Since Friday night I have had to remind myself that it is just a meal. That's all Mallorie, just a meal.
Friday night an old friend managed to squeeze himself back into my life. Just like that. Since October 6, 2011 I planned on never seeing this person again. Okay....that's a lie. But I promised myself that I wouldn't go out of my way to cross his path.
Needless to say, our paths have crossed. And he just happens to be a little nicer, a little more handsome and a little more intent on seeing me than he was two years ago. Anyway, he says he wants to meet up for lunch to catch up. So I agreed, cause honestly I missed him a lot, and he was a good friend, and how can you say no to such a perfect smile?
Adam Cleveland, don't you go breakin' my heart now.
Sunday, January 26, 2014
Wednesday, January 22, 2014
Things.
- God is good. Always.
- I'm struggling with the decision of where to travel. I'm up for suggestions
- Books, books are good. Especially the one I just read (My Ridiculous, Romantic Obsessions.) It's real life, I think that's why I enjoyed it so much. Thanks grandma Carol.
- Family is best.
- I would LOVE some rain. K, thanks.
- I miss my brother. He's here, but he's not here. And I don't care that that makes no sense.
- Wedding videos on pinterest make me so hopeful for my future.
- It feels good to let go of someone that let go of you so long ago. so so good.
- I'm gonna be a better friend this week. (Melissa, see you Sunday)
- I'm teaching my dog Molly to shake (hands)....update soon.
- The Pursuit of Happyness, watch it.
- You Are More- Tenth Avenue North, listen to it.
"The greatest thing in the world is not so much where we are, but the direction in where we are going."
- I'm struggling with the decision of where to travel. I'm up for suggestions
- Books, books are good. Especially the one I just read (My Ridiculous, Romantic Obsessions.) It's real life, I think that's why I enjoyed it so much. Thanks grandma Carol.
- Family is best.
- I would LOVE some rain. K, thanks.
- I miss my brother. He's here, but he's not here. And I don't care that that makes no sense.
- Wedding videos on pinterest make me so hopeful for my future.
- It feels good to let go of someone that let go of you so long ago. so so good.
- I'm gonna be a better friend this week. (Melissa, see you Sunday)
- I'm teaching my dog Molly to shake (hands)....update soon.
- The Pursuit of Happyness, watch it.
- You Are More- Tenth Avenue North, listen to it.
"The greatest thing in the world is not so much where we are, but the direction in where we are going."
Sunday, January 5, 2014
Two Thousand and Fourteen
2014, I like the sound of that.
2013 was a rough year. But it had some good points as well.
2013 was a rough year. But it had some good points as well.
For instance:
-Running with Dad (greg)
-Spending time with Nana.
-Sleeping in with Molly.
-GOOD MOVIES
-Lots of time to sit and think (good and bad)
-Visit from Jayleney :)
-DISNEYLAND
-First Job
-$$$$$$$$$$$$$
-Good GREAT friends.
-Mom's road trip to Idaho to get me
-Going back to Rexburg.
-Rooming with two of the best people I've ever known.
-family game nights
-lots and lots of laughs
-San Francisco x2
-LA
-NO MORE ACNE
-Utah at Thanksgiving
-Snow, lots of snow
-Montana x2
-new friends!
-good music
-flights home
-the beautiful Holiday season spent with family
Looking back, I have a lot to be thankful for.
I'm more than ready to move on from this past year. Like I said, it was a tough one.
"She wasn't bitter. She was sad, though. But it was the hopeful kind of sad. The kind of sad that just takes time."- The Perks of Being a Wallflower
Dear 2014,
I hope you can help pull me out of this rut I've been in. I promise I'm working on it, I just need a little help. K, thanks.
Thursday, December 5, 2013
We're renaming the city Iceberg.
Things I've learned from two fall semesters in Rexburg, Idaho.
1. Snot can freeze. no matter if it is inside your nose or not.
2. Negative degrees will never feel good.
3. No matter how many layers you wear, you probably won't be warm.
4. It is impossible to look good on windy days.
5. Not all guys are jerks.
6. Math teachers can be fun.
7. College is hard.
8. If you live on one side of campus, all of your classes will be on the other side, i promise.
9. Calling home every Sunday makes for a happy mum.
10. Coming back from thanksgiving break can lead to depression.
11. Changing your major can be good.
12. Living on your own is a challenge.
13. NEVER take JayLene down the Christmas aisle at Walmart.
14. It's never a bad time to watch Rookie Blue.
15. Time alone is good.
16. Sometimes the Lord puts roommates with crazy habits in our lives to teach us tolerance and patience.
17. Making friends in your classes makes for a better experience.
18. If you throw boiling water into the freezing air, it will instantly turn to snow.
19. Laugh it out. it helps. a lot.
20. Getting your homework done early saves a lot of tears.
21. Snow is beautiful.
22. When you walk in the testing center, it's normal to feel your grades slowly drop with each step you take.
23. Never date an FHE brother.
24. Nobody is perfect.
25. There will always be someone who has it worse.
26. Complaining doesn't make it better.
27. Chris is everyone's best friend.
28. It never gets easier to walk up the hill to the Ricks.
29. Professors actually want you to succeed.
30. Playing catch makes any dark day, brighter.
31. Everyone struggles with something.
32. Bike= bad idea.
33. It's impossible for JayLene to keep track of her car keys.
34. Take lots of pictures.
35. If you can walk to class in the snow without slipping and/or falling, you deserve a medal.
36. Great Scott's can bring happiness.
37. Sometimes your friends will be willing to do crazy things for you, just because they love you.
38. Sonofa (son of a) is a word.
39. "It's good enough for who its for."
40. If you kick a frozen solid pumpkin, there is a chance you might break your foot.
.....to be continued....
1. Snot can freeze. no matter if it is inside your nose or not.
2. Negative degrees will never feel good.
3. No matter how many layers you wear, you probably won't be warm.
4. It is impossible to look good on windy days.
5. Not all guys are jerks.
6. Math teachers can be fun.
7. College is hard.
8. If you live on one side of campus, all of your classes will be on the other side, i promise.
9. Calling home every Sunday makes for a happy mum.
10. Coming back from thanksgiving break can lead to depression.
11. Changing your major can be good.
12. Living on your own is a challenge.
13. NEVER take JayLene down the Christmas aisle at Walmart.
14. It's never a bad time to watch Rookie Blue.
15. Time alone is good.
16. Sometimes the Lord puts roommates with crazy habits in our lives to teach us tolerance and patience.
17. Making friends in your classes makes for a better experience.
18. If you throw boiling water into the freezing air, it will instantly turn to snow.
19. Laugh it out. it helps. a lot.
20. Getting your homework done early saves a lot of tears.
21. Snow is beautiful.
22. When you walk in the testing center, it's normal to feel your grades slowly drop with each step you take.
23. Never date an FHE brother.
24. Nobody is perfect.
25. There will always be someone who has it worse.
26. Complaining doesn't make it better.
27. Chris is everyone's best friend.
28. It never gets easier to walk up the hill to the Ricks.
29. Professors actually want you to succeed.
30. Playing catch makes any dark day, brighter.
31. Everyone struggles with something.
32. Bike= bad idea.
33. It's impossible for JayLene to keep track of her car keys.
34. Take lots of pictures.
35. If you can walk to class in the snow without slipping and/or falling, you deserve a medal.
36. Great Scott's can bring happiness.
37. Sometimes your friends will be willing to do crazy things for you, just because they love you.
38. Sonofa (son of a) is a word.
39. "It's good enough for who its for."
40. If you kick a frozen solid pumpkin, there is a chance you might break your foot.
.....to be continued....
Saturday, October 19, 2013
Happy, Happy, Happy.
Just a few things that have made me happy lately.
Look at those smiles. Rexburg you dun, dun it.
chick flicks
cold days
potato soup
straight A's
carving soap
geocaching
walking and talking
bright blue eyes
movies that are cheap
getting homework done early
sleeping in on Saturdays
Montana
road trips
shooting guns
a clean room
new clothes
good texts
shopping
trucks
COUNTRY MUSIC
new friends
clothes pinning compliments
boots
KYLE
best friends
laughing
Bub's blanket
The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints
talking to mum and dad
packages
camouflage.
Look at those smiles. Rexburg you dun, dun it.
Tuesday, September 10, 2013
9/10/13
Tonight me and my mom had a talk about marriage. It got real. She thinks that I'm the girl that doesn't ever want to get married. Which is everything but the truth. I've just sort of put this wall up (cliche i know). I've gone through some rough relationships in my life. I've always put so much into the relationships I've been in, and looking back, I shouldn't have. I've never been on the receiving end of love, which is fine, i'm still way young. But it's really hard to literally put all you have into a relationship and not get anything back. So over time, I have taught myself to make it seem as if I don't care. But in all reality, marriage is all I want.
I want to find my best friend.
I want to have someone love me as much as I love them.
I want to share my life with someone.
I want to be married in the temple, and to be sealed for time and all eternity.
I want to have someone by my side forever.
I want to share my family with someone, and someday start our own.
I want a travel partner.
I want to wake up to someone on the other side of the bed.
I want to stop worrying about being on my own.
I want to make someone smile, and have that in return.
I want so many things.
And I honestly cannot wait for marriage.
There mum, I said it.
Saturday, September 7, 2013
All Too Well
You know those songs that scream someone's name to you? Like every single word reminds you of that person.
JOSH. that's all.
I walked through the door with you, the air was cold,
But something 'bout it felt like home somehow.
And I left my scarf there at your sister's house,
And you still got it in your drawer even now.
Oh, your sweet disposition and my wide-eyed gaze.
We're singing in the car, getting lost Upstate.
Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place,
And I can picture it after all these days.
And I know it's long gone,
And that magic's not here no more,
And I might be okay,
But I'm not fine at all.
'Cause there we are again on that little town street.
You almost ran the red 'cause you were looking over me.
Wind in my hair, I was there, I remember it all too well.
Photo album on the counter, your cheeks were turning red.
You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-size bed
And your mother's telling stories about you on the tee ball team
You tell me 'bout your past, thinking your future was me.
And I know it's long gone
And there was nothing else I could do
And I forget about you long enough
To forget why I needed to...
'Cause there we are again in the middle of the night.
We dance around the kitchen in the refrigerator light
Down the stairs, I was there, I remember it all too well, yeah.
Maybe we got lost in translation, maybe I asked for too much,
And maybe this thing was a masterpiece 'til you tore it all up.
Running scared, I was there, I remember it all too well.
Hey, you call me up again just to break me like a promise.
So casually cruel in the name of being honest.
I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here
'Cause I remember it all, all, all... too well.
Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it
I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it
After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone
But you keep my old scarf from that very first week
'Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me
You can't get rid of it 'cause you remember it all too well, yeah
'Cause there we are again, when I loved you so
Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known
It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well
Wind in my hair, you were there, you remember it all
Down the stairs, you were there, you remember it all
It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well.
But something 'bout it felt like home somehow.
And I left my scarf there at your sister's house,
And you still got it in your drawer even now.
Oh, your sweet disposition and my wide-eyed gaze.
We're singing in the car, getting lost Upstate.
Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place,
And I can picture it after all these days.
And I know it's long gone,
And that magic's not here no more,
And I might be okay,
But I'm not fine at all.
'Cause there we are again on that little town street.
You almost ran the red 'cause you were looking over me.
Wind in my hair, I was there, I remember it all too well.
Photo album on the counter, your cheeks were turning red.
You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-size bed
And your mother's telling stories about you on the tee ball team
You tell me 'bout your past, thinking your future was me.
And I know it's long gone
And there was nothing else I could do
And I forget about you long enough
To forget why I needed to...
'Cause there we are again in the middle of the night.
We dance around the kitchen in the refrigerator light
Down the stairs, I was there, I remember it all too well, yeah.
Maybe we got lost in translation, maybe I asked for too much,
And maybe this thing was a masterpiece 'til you tore it all up.
Running scared, I was there, I remember it all too well.
Hey, you call me up again just to break me like a promise.
So casually cruel in the name of being honest.
I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here
'Cause I remember it all, all, all... too well.
Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it
I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it
After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone
But you keep my old scarf from that very first week
'Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me
You can't get rid of it 'cause you remember it all too well, yeah
'Cause there we are again, when I loved you so
Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known
It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well
Wind in my hair, you were there, you remember it all
Down the stairs, you were there, you remember it all
It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well.
Thanks Taylor, couldn't have said it better myself.
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