Just a few reminders to myself. I figure that maybe if I write/type...whatever...them out that they will be easier to remember.
-life has lots of ups and downs, it's meant to be that way.
-you're lucky to have two jobs, let alone one. stop complaining about having to go to work.
-it feels good to get a compliment. stop making people feel bad when they say something nice about you,
-IT'S NOT WORTH IT. ever.
-people have your back Mal. you got this.
-it's okay to have a bad day(s). just make sure you're doing everything you can to make for good ones.
-you are a daughter of God. no one can ever take that from you. no one.
-you have good things going for you. don't jeopardize that.
-stay busy, you'll be better off.
-stop feeling sorry for yourself. you have a wonderful, live and love it.
-laugh it out, you're always happier when you are laughing.
"Let me see redemption win, let me know the struggle ends. That you can mend a heart that's frail and torn. I wanna know a song can rise from the ashes of a broken life, and all that's dead inside can be reborn. Cause I'm worn."-Tenth Avenue North
Sunday, February 16, 2014
Sunday, January 26, 2014
Lunch.
Since Friday night I have had to remind myself that it is just a meal. That's all Mallorie, just a meal.
Friday night an old friend managed to squeeze himself back into my life. Just like that. Since October 6, 2011 I planned on never seeing this person again. Okay....that's a lie. But I promised myself that I wouldn't go out of my way to cross his path.
Needless to say, our paths have crossed. And he just happens to be a little nicer, a little more handsome and a little more intent on seeing me than he was two years ago. Anyway, he says he wants to meet up for lunch to catch up. So I agreed, cause honestly I missed him a lot, and he was a good friend, and how can you say no to such a perfect smile?
Adam Cleveland, don't you go breakin' my heart now.
Friday night an old friend managed to squeeze himself back into my life. Just like that. Since October 6, 2011 I planned on never seeing this person again. Okay....that's a lie. But I promised myself that I wouldn't go out of my way to cross his path.
Needless to say, our paths have crossed. And he just happens to be a little nicer, a little more handsome and a little more intent on seeing me than he was two years ago. Anyway, he says he wants to meet up for lunch to catch up. So I agreed, cause honestly I missed him a lot, and he was a good friend, and how can you say no to such a perfect smile?
Adam Cleveland, don't you go breakin' my heart now.
Wednesday, January 22, 2014
Things.
- God is good. Always.
- I'm struggling with the decision of where to travel. I'm up for suggestions
- Books, books are good. Especially the one I just read (My Ridiculous, Romantic Obsessions.) It's real life, I think that's why I enjoyed it so much. Thanks grandma Carol.
- Family is best.
- I would LOVE some rain. K, thanks.
- I miss my brother. He's here, but he's not here. And I don't care that that makes no sense.
- Wedding videos on pinterest make me so hopeful for my future.
- It feels good to let go of someone that let go of you so long ago. so so good.
- I'm gonna be a better friend this week. (Melissa, see you Sunday)
- I'm teaching my dog Molly to shake (hands)....update soon.
- The Pursuit of Happyness, watch it.
- You Are More- Tenth Avenue North, listen to it.
"The greatest thing in the world is not so much where we are, but the direction in where we are going."
- I'm struggling with the decision of where to travel. I'm up for suggestions
- Books, books are good. Especially the one I just read (My Ridiculous, Romantic Obsessions.) It's real life, I think that's why I enjoyed it so much. Thanks grandma Carol.
- Family is best.
- I would LOVE some rain. K, thanks.
- I miss my brother. He's here, but he's not here. And I don't care that that makes no sense.
- Wedding videos on pinterest make me so hopeful for my future.
- It feels good to let go of someone that let go of you so long ago. so so good.
- I'm gonna be a better friend this week. (Melissa, see you Sunday)
- I'm teaching my dog Molly to shake (hands)....update soon.
- The Pursuit of Happyness, watch it.
- You Are More- Tenth Avenue North, listen to it.
"The greatest thing in the world is not so much where we are, but the direction in where we are going."
Sunday, January 5, 2014
Two Thousand and Fourteen
2014, I like the sound of that.
2013 was a rough year. But it had some good points as well.
2013 was a rough year. But it had some good points as well.
For instance:
-Running with Dad (greg)
-Spending time with Nana.
-Sleeping in with Molly.
-GOOD MOVIES
-Lots of time to sit and think (good and bad)
-Visit from Jayleney :)
-DISNEYLAND
-First Job
-$$$$$$$$$$$$$
-Good GREAT friends.
-Mom's road trip to Idaho to get me
-Going back to Rexburg.
-Rooming with two of the best people I've ever known.
-family game nights
-lots and lots of laughs
-San Francisco x2
-LA
-NO MORE ACNE
-Utah at Thanksgiving
-Snow, lots of snow
-Montana x2
-new friends!
-good music
-flights home
-the beautiful Holiday season spent with family
Looking back, I have a lot to be thankful for.
I'm more than ready to move on from this past year. Like I said, it was a tough one.
"She wasn't bitter. She was sad, though. But it was the hopeful kind of sad. The kind of sad that just takes time."- The Perks of Being a Wallflower
Dear 2014,
I hope you can help pull me out of this rut I've been in. I promise I'm working on it, I just need a little help. K, thanks.
Thursday, December 5, 2013
We're renaming the city Iceberg.
Things I've learned from two fall semesters in Rexburg, Idaho.
1. Snot can freeze. no matter if it is inside your nose or not.
2. Negative degrees will never feel good.
3. No matter how many layers you wear, you probably won't be warm.
4. It is impossible to look good on windy days.
5. Not all guys are jerks.
6. Math teachers can be fun.
7. College is hard.
8. If you live on one side of campus, all of your classes will be on the other side, i promise.
9. Calling home every Sunday makes for a happy mum.
10. Coming back from thanksgiving break can lead to depression.
11. Changing your major can be good.
12. Living on your own is a challenge.
13. NEVER take JayLene down the Christmas aisle at Walmart.
14. It's never a bad time to watch Rookie Blue.
15. Time alone is good.
16. Sometimes the Lord puts roommates with crazy habits in our lives to teach us tolerance and patience.
17. Making friends in your classes makes for a better experience.
18. If you throw boiling water into the freezing air, it will instantly turn to snow.
19. Laugh it out. it helps. a lot.
20. Getting your homework done early saves a lot of tears.
21. Snow is beautiful.
22. When you walk in the testing center, it's normal to feel your grades slowly drop with each step you take.
23. Never date an FHE brother.
24. Nobody is perfect.
25. There will always be someone who has it worse.
26. Complaining doesn't make it better.
27. Chris is everyone's best friend.
28. It never gets easier to walk up the hill to the Ricks.
29. Professors actually want you to succeed.
30. Playing catch makes any dark day, brighter.
31. Everyone struggles with something.
32. Bike= bad idea.
33. It's impossible for JayLene to keep track of her car keys.
34. Take lots of pictures.
35. If you can walk to class in the snow without slipping and/or falling, you deserve a medal.
36. Great Scott's can bring happiness.
37. Sometimes your friends will be willing to do crazy things for you, just because they love you.
38. Sonofa (son of a) is a word.
39. "It's good enough for who its for."
40. If you kick a frozen solid pumpkin, there is a chance you might break your foot.
.....to be continued....
1. Snot can freeze. no matter if it is inside your nose or not.
2. Negative degrees will never feel good.
3. No matter how many layers you wear, you probably won't be warm.
4. It is impossible to look good on windy days.
5. Not all guys are jerks.
6. Math teachers can be fun.
7. College is hard.
8. If you live on one side of campus, all of your classes will be on the other side, i promise.
9. Calling home every Sunday makes for a happy mum.
10. Coming back from thanksgiving break can lead to depression.
11. Changing your major can be good.
12. Living on your own is a challenge.
13. NEVER take JayLene down the Christmas aisle at Walmart.
14. It's never a bad time to watch Rookie Blue.
15. Time alone is good.
16. Sometimes the Lord puts roommates with crazy habits in our lives to teach us tolerance and patience.
17. Making friends in your classes makes for a better experience.
18. If you throw boiling water into the freezing air, it will instantly turn to snow.
19. Laugh it out. it helps. a lot.
20. Getting your homework done early saves a lot of tears.
21. Snow is beautiful.
22. When you walk in the testing center, it's normal to feel your grades slowly drop with each step you take.
23. Never date an FHE brother.
24. Nobody is perfect.
25. There will always be someone who has it worse.
26. Complaining doesn't make it better.
27. Chris is everyone's best friend.
28. It never gets easier to walk up the hill to the Ricks.
29. Professors actually want you to succeed.
30. Playing catch makes any dark day, brighter.
31. Everyone struggles with something.
32. Bike= bad idea.
33. It's impossible for JayLene to keep track of her car keys.
34. Take lots of pictures.
35. If you can walk to class in the snow without slipping and/or falling, you deserve a medal.
36. Great Scott's can bring happiness.
37. Sometimes your friends will be willing to do crazy things for you, just because they love you.
38. Sonofa (son of a) is a word.
39. "It's good enough for who its for."
40. If you kick a frozen solid pumpkin, there is a chance you might break your foot.
.....to be continued....
Saturday, October 19, 2013
Happy, Happy, Happy.
Just a few things that have made me happy lately.
Look at those smiles. Rexburg you dun, dun it.
chick flicks
cold days
potato soup
straight A's
carving soap
geocaching
walking and talking
bright blue eyes
movies that are cheap
getting homework done early
sleeping in on Saturdays
Montana
road trips
shooting guns
a clean room
new clothes
good texts
shopping
trucks
COUNTRY MUSIC
new friends
clothes pinning compliments
boots
KYLE
best friends
laughing
Bub's blanket
The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints
talking to mum and dad
packages
camouflage.
Look at those smiles. Rexburg you dun, dun it.
Tuesday, September 10, 2013
9/10/13
Tonight me and my mom had a talk about marriage. It got real. She thinks that I'm the girl that doesn't ever want to get married. Which is everything but the truth. I've just sort of put this wall up (cliche i know). I've gone through some rough relationships in my life. I've always put so much into the relationships I've been in, and looking back, I shouldn't have. I've never been on the receiving end of love, which is fine, i'm still way young. But it's really hard to literally put all you have into a relationship and not get anything back. So over time, I have taught myself to make it seem as if I don't care. But in all reality, marriage is all I want.
I want to find my best friend.
I want to have someone love me as much as I love them.
I want to share my life with someone.
I want to be married in the temple, and to be sealed for time and all eternity.
I want to have someone by my side forever.
I want to share my family with someone, and someday start our own.
I want a travel partner.
I want to wake up to someone on the other side of the bed.
I want to stop worrying about being on my own.
I want to make someone smile, and have that in return.
I want so many things.
And I honestly cannot wait for marriage.
There mum, I said it.
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